Snuffy

It's not the gun ammo food or anything you think you can stock up on. What it really boils down to is what will you do to survie. Only you know what you will or won't do. Killing your fellower person is going to be part of it. No not one can tell you what its like or how your going to feel. All the reading talking and so forth doesn't mean squat unless you have actionally done it. Some can live with it some can't get enough of it, depends on whom you are inside. You won't know until the first kill is over and onl;y you have to live with what you did. Just try tp remember dead is dead and living is living. I am going to be living, I am lucky I guess if you can call it that, I have pasted my babtishem of fire so to speak a while back.
Trust me it wasn't easy then and its not going to be easy for you either.

sheepdog

...anyone who wants to kill is crazy...anyone who's willing to kill if they have to and is ready between their ears...is prepared to...and won't be making the decision at a critical time...anyone who won't or can't kill...needs to stay home and don't bother with guns...they'll just get themselves or someone else hurt...it's always been that way...

Bountyhunter

That's much how it is, Sheepdog.